Its been quite long i havent write anything at this blog. I think i have to write some more..
Few days ago i went with my girlfriend to Bkk, roaming around the city. try to enjoy things that might relieve my mind. But yet as i walk around many malls (my girlfriend is a bangkokians so Mall is a routine for her but not for me!!) i cannot just enjoy without any thought (sorry Ler!)
Bangkok are filled with all the beauties that life can offer, no doubt about that. And frankly, there are many beautiful man and woman that wont make your eyes tired just to "enjoy" their beauty.
since im a man, lets just stick to the "typical" man - woman theory (i any one exist to begin with)
My friend used to get annoyed whenever i talked about how beautiful girls in Bangkok are (this is before i'm with Lerie okay!) - and im not bragging about that. Somehow i found they are pretty from the tip of their hair to the edge of their toe.
But yet, i realize that it comes with a lot of effort and big bucks.
And that's how my though come to the picture
Our society has created the most beatiful, the prettiest, the slimmest, the cutest, and all of those other -est we can think about. However, i dont know if i can see all of that as beautiful. For me, all of those things has become the ugliest thing i ever see in my life.
By creating all of those -est, many people are struglling just to making sure that they are part of those -est. Many girl that i met always complain that they are not slim enough, not white enough, not pretty enough, and so on, so forth...
When the expectation become higher, when life comfort become more comfortable, there are nothing that human can do rather than to try their best staying at the top of the game....its just anyone survival instinct
But talking about survival instinct, i realize that city, modern society, is no other different with jungle, even probably the most savage, brutal jungle.
We always think that only Tarzan live in Jungle, but for me only Tarzan actually the one that living in "right" place.
Just see upon how we can grab each other food, position, love, and any other thing. I think Hyena will be amazed by our behavior.
Just see how ruthless, unmerciful we are when we come in politics, economy, and all other thing we do for make a living. Crocodile, and Lion are nothing to compare to our action.
Just see how evil, wicked, and cruel we are in our daily competition for the -est, and i think even the Cobra feel impotence...
The most difficult thing that i can see now is how we can say that we are human after all?
