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Wednesday, December 31, 2008

When You Are Just a Pen In God's Hands Part 1

Im sitting here at the front of computer looking at picture and just finish watching the New Year Celebration at Marina Bay. There is nothing special and i dont even "ebjoy" the program. Just try to kill times while uploading photos on Facebook.
Came back from Nat's house and meet my wife at home feeling unwell.
(Sigh)
I remembered the new year eve about four years ago. 31 December 2004. There was i standing at the Junction of Mission College looking at the sky and saying my prayer that i will never forget. The weather was chilling cold to your spine and me with my black gloves, and old jacket looking at the sky and talking to God.
There are some others bunch of students were there, couldnt go home for either is too far, or simply because Mission College was a good place to be during new year.
I still can hear the pop of small firecracker of that night, the little laugh and some small shout of "happy new year", covered by the breeze that eating up the voice from the soccer field. 
But yet the most important thing for me, was that night i was praying and talk to God. I pray that the coming year (2005), i ask for a "gift" of life partner. 18 days later i recieved my answers...
Yet now, four years later i am in another place, another realm of thought, and things are totally new.....
I really do miss that day back in Mission College, the breeze of winter, and the beauty of being in a silent yet peaceful place. I miss all of those things and i miss my life
Now i am here, i a new year with new life...
I will continue this blog later...my wife is calling

18 comments:

daronloo said...

hello bayu!! didn't know you had a blog!! I shall follow your blog dgn setianya.. :D

OnZ'Q said...

Voodoo doll?

daronloo said...

hey! you were around for new year's in 2004? i was stuck on campus too! but i was hiding in my room..never went out :P

Unknown said...

OOoohhh... Wifey calling na?
*wink*
Ehehehehehee... :p

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