As i glaze to the pictures of many of my old friend today, i was amazed with the change that happen to many of them. some just got married, the other just finish their college, other just started to work, and the rest having a baby. its a wonderful things, precious, and i put a little cherish upon all these beauty that my friend receive in their life. however as the mouse keep clicking and the web keep moving i realize that the picture of life is not beautiful all the time. some of them got married because they are too healthy that embryo had emerge from the little tummy of the girl, some other must struggle, broke up, being cheated, or cheating someone in relationship, the other struggling with academic life, thinking that future is about staying forever in college, while the rest wandering around looking for job here and there...
i often wonder and questioning my life....question that nobody ask....what i see in life?
as i walk on the street of Bangkok few days ago, the same question rise in my mind. There were little beggar sitting on the street waiting for a simple heart willing to give at least 1 bath for the food for today while somehow a beautiful car pass glittering in the awesome of its color, brand new.The driver might be the owneri dont know, but im just imagining is the person ever think about this life and about this little boy that being torchered by the heat of the sun, begging for just one box of khao today?
i visited Patpong a week ago and encounter a conversation with one of the a go go girl on the bar. She is pretty, georgeous, and i just cannot stop my heart from crying to hear her story.For me, she is more than beautiful to be one of those model on ad. At the same time as i glance to the thai newspaper, magazine and i encounter the same beauty in the different kind of life filled with glamour and popularity.
Therefore for me, life is color...
Life is a color full of with dark and but also covered with bright and cheerful picture...
I cant see too bright color because its making me blind, but i cant see to dark color because it will making me a psycho....therefore still another question nobody asked raise..how can is see it?
I remember my Girlfried gave me this beautiful song by a Filipino singing group. the title of the song is Rainbow....and i believe to see life like seeing Rainbow, where the color of the sun being dispersed by the little rain that fall...
I dont want to preach and i might putting my philosophy into what not written there but i believe Rainbow is one of God wonderful gift for us to see life..
Im not good in physics too, but from what i know bright light is actually the combination of all color and it needs a prism to dispere the color to be visible. Being bright, shining in a glittering life will never make me see life but we know too that darkness is the condition where color is not exist and without color there is no life i cant see darkness too for there are no color - no life.
As life is color - i want to cherish it - to enjoy the beauty of it - and thanking God that he create color.
Imagining if all things are black and white - i think life would be different from what i know now -
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