Spending Time

I just took a shower and during those time i was wondering about how much time that i had spent time dealing with God. Suddenly i came across a thought that nobody asked. Often i found that spending time with God not always mean the same with spending time for God. People can spending time for Him by doing things that seems pleasing him but he is not always must be there. But spending time with God means you are there and God are there too. Spending time with God also not always cheerful and happy, sometimes God spending time with us even during our saddest and loneliest time
So, i prefer spending time with God more than spending time for God. Especially person like  me that working as a minister, this two understanding are significantly different
I hope that i can really do it though